MeganeHaven

I'm begging for the key
that unlocks the memories you left behind
lay down your life, it's your time

ever since this song dropped a few days ago, ive been listening to it a TON! sometimes on loop lol. the tune and instrumental are quite catchy!

11vein has been improving a TON as a vocal synth producer!! its so cool to see, and i mean i love Salt Wound Routine as well (:
not to mention its cool to see miki in clearer english!! thank you synthv for miki and kiyoteru english xoxo

all in all, this song hits a piece of my heart i cant quite describe, maybe someone coming across this entry will have better words for it? either way, id love to hear and pls leave a comment for 11vein as well! <3

so as some of you may know. i like selfshipping! or as some call it, yumeshipping, tho i tend to default to saying selfship lol. theres plenty of characters i selfship with, but main ones are Sannan Keisuke (Hakuouki) and Kasane Ted (UTAU) (note that i also separately ship Ted with my own UTAU Visp Verity). theres some others still high up there, like Est and Oboro (Yumekuro), Jade Curtiss (Tales of the Abyss) (still playing the game. no spoilers pls!), etc... i used to mainly selfship with Jinguji Jakurai from Hypnosis Mic, but ive really fallen out of Hypmic. ill keep all the fanmerch in memory of when that spark was alive, but yknow. prob wont commission jakuray ever again (':

anyways. i wanted to share some selfship art ive commissioned over time! :D

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Ted/Ray by mayordea on VGen

ok so. the framing is SO wonderful here!! ive been obsessed w this commission ever since i got it! the pose, the atmosphere, everything... so lovely!!
ive loved kasane ted since the very early days, considering i got into vocaloid + utau in 2008, so being able to selfship w him now is so freeing.. (i used to deal with friends, now ex friends, being huge haters on anything they deemed "cringe" including selfship. fuck that !!)

anyways. please commission my mutual mayordea! ive gotten like 3 commissions (other 2 are ocs) and its always so amazing!

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Sannan/Ray by spinachsquare on VGen

Sannan beloved... played Hakuouki in 2018 and fell in luv with Sannan! this commission is sooo cute, i adore it sm!! the pose is so fitting, + i love their art style here a ton (:
ive been planning on replaying Hakuouki and making my bf watch and absorb it LOL he does want to see Sannan's route. so much happens. dont worry about it, i understand his depression, internalized ableism, and why he acts the way he does. does that mean ill fix him? well not exactly, a relationship doesnt cure someone of all their problems and mental health. however. im not here to fix him, im here to understand and support him and kiss him

fun fact. Sannan is 5'8, im 5'7 irl. practically the same height lol

someday ill design a Hakuouki-specific outfit for my sona.. its on my to do list with my full sona ref! the above is my standard outfit. and, well, id probably want to do two outfits considering the shift between kyoto winds VS edo blossoms

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ok i was gonna share like 2 more but im getting tired. struggling to sleep tonight for hours so i got on pc, alas my brain is slowing down. mayhaps ill be able to sleep?! find out next time... or something lmao

a special acrylic charm i designed in 2023! finished up the artwork and submitted it to be printed right before i had a MAJOR surgery
and yes.. theyre real dried flowers (:

available here!